Yes, it changes and yes, I know "constant" means it has to be consistent. But think about it...every action we take part of changes and not even our breathing is constant. Time however, is.
Why is it that we find ourselves stressing out over "time" when it is in fact the only static variable we have...this is what keeps pushing my buttons...and let me tell you they are sewn on quite tightly to my skin.
I was talking to my brother the other day about how fortunate we are to be getting a formal education that other kids our age would dream. How fortunate we are to have a car, house, food, and etc. He abruptly stopped me and said, "I know you have good meaning behind saying all of this, but saying it and reiterating it over and over puts unnecessary pressure over you. I am not saying you should waste this privilege but when you are aware of it, step back and don't let it weigh in on your shoulders."
For a second, I was furious...boiling even. But I calmed when I decided to let his words digest no matter how citric they were to my taste buds. He was right wasn't he? It is more important I make this life count because let's face it, just saying it over and over won't do me any good other than put "pressure" to live out this life perfectly. No life is perfect...I know that...especially now. We are all flawed...we are practically like sponges. We absorb all that is around us like hate, and when we are squeezed, what was absorbed comes right out. We also absorb dirt, love, and faith as well.... all that can also be lost in a millisecond if the right amount of pressure is used...
Life is precious...don't put this unprecedented pressure over your shoulders. Make the best of what you have and make it worthwhile. That's all I have to say for this week. Remember to care for those around and remember that your every action sets a chain of events that leads to a different ending each time.... it's a ripple effect after all.
